These Memories Are Just Fictional
Written at 11:00 a.m. on 2007-08-07
-I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream would never do- Aerosmith
Quierdo Diario, before I go into the big mess I have to say my wedding is just a few days away!!! This saturday I will be known as Jada Dorough Eeeeeeeeee. Holy moley I'm gonna be a married woman and do you know how amazing it sounds. I've already been writing Jada Dorough like a little school girl on my notebook of thoughts. It's pretty silly but the excitment of it all its just mindblowing.
I already picked up my wedding dress and I'm packing a few items so after the wedding I can go to my honey moon. Howie and I decided we're going to Puerto Rico and Ireland. Cause my baby shares a side with the Irish. So that's the good part, now prepare for the unpredicatable part of my life.
My Order family is one of a kind. Its like shades of rainbow living with them with everyone so distinct. So we all make our mistakes and its fine no one is perfect and no one can ever claim they never did something they regretted. With that said, in comes Ray. She's been going through some serious sadness since Chris decided just about last minute to back out from their wedding arrangements. Maybe its cold feet, maybe he needs time to think about things since Ray was the one that proposed. Whatever the case Ray has been bummed about it so much. I know what its like, heck I fell in love with the man that got me pregnant with Anthony my son. I thought the guy I was with was going to be in my life but he ran away leaving me alone to deal with my pregnancy. So I wasn't even married and I had a child because of him. I was bitter for a while, its a normal reaction. But when I found Howie I learned I can love again.
I only hope Ray doesn't get depressed about this and I don't even know who she'll be at my wedding this saturday since it hits close to her heart.
Earthquake time the other day, LA was shaken up quite a bit and since I never been through one of those I hid under the table which is a good place to go during on of those unless its a flimsy table that will fall on you.............. Unfortunely Mercy and O's home was destroyed in the process and the sanc was a mess but the PTB fixed it all up which is good since I wouldn't even begin to know to clean things up.
Me and D had a recent mission with Emnity a demon that goes after the love of a hero. The jerk was a pain to destroy cause physcial inflictions weren't hurting him. Ugh anyway he seemed to be holding some orb and that was what killed it.
Back to Ray. Oh Lord, I don't know how she did it but she found some spell that screwed up all of our lives. Mercy put her on punishment. I was miserable in my other life. I didn't have Howie and it was just sucky not being able to have love returned. I even od on crack!!! I was alone and fired from the Order too. Holy crap! But Ray managed to remember things and we all were back to our rea lives again. I don't ever need things to go that way. Mercy was horrible in the other world just carousing and sleeping around with Joel since Orlando was never found. Nicky and Spike were married! And Aj was never even in the Order. And Damien was a pimp....no its not funny.....okay well maybe just a little heh.
But woo I'm just glad we're all us again and not insane like that. We would never function that way. I'm going to get some stuff together for Howie we're having a lunch date today hehe so see you later.
~Tu Angelita Jada aka Jade and soon to be Mrs. Dorough.
